Last Night!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYcqmUHiHsE

this the video of the year

now its time....just last night in Byron and then I'm already discovering completely new side of Australia, outback, far far away! Thank you all my friends being my friends! Will always remember this awesome time here with you...

everything is backed, i have for sure too many things. 10 pairs of shoes, back bag full of clothes and then another bag full of clothes, two boxes full of other stuff i might need, like chargers, body lotions, papers, Cd's, sunscreens, tampons, hair clips, creams and dressings for my foot etc etc...i like to think i might need them and because I'm with car and its mine, why not to drag them with me. Will have this little garage sale at Darwin. By this time i should know exactly what i need or what i don't need. When u staying in one place for long time then u just collecting so many stuff without noticing. My car is my baby at the moment, it have to drive me for 5000 km, it have to give me roof for couple of weeks, i have to make sure i treat my baby good as well.

Staying home tonight, made cheesecake to my family, drinking little bit rum, chillin, watching movies.....

who's gonna shut my name now? who's gonna go for surf with me now? who's gonna go out with me and get pissed now? who's gonna make my car sandy now?......

Last day in Byron Bay..

One more day in this paradise and then i will be on the road again. So exciting, so scary. Cant wait when I'm finally on this big road trip, don't wanna leave....so many different feelings. No way I'm leaving this place without saying properly goodbye. I had big leaving party on Saturday, now i just have to do last bub growling and last walk through town. Things are almost packed, car is fixed, mind never will be ready for this. Its like leaving home, only difference u never know if u really coming back here. I hope i do and I'll do everything this to happen. All party pics will be in facebook. As a leaving present for myself i made a movie about Byron....

Eastern Bunny and tears

I had to go back to doctors, to check my foot, but before that i already but diagnose myself and started with another treatment, cos i wasn't really agree what doctor said. Now after paying another 85 dollar, doctor agreed with my diagnose and gave me new prescription. I have fungus. How simple is that. But its really bad one, its blistering and skin under my foot is keep peeling off. Even its itchy as hell during the night and burning a lot, and sometimes bit hurting I'm happy, i know what it is and how to treat it. So should be fine very soon....

Eastern chocolate bunny waited me in my room after i had my confession to my dear friend how sad i am to leave and showed my tears to him. They weren't only sad tears they were also happy tears. I'm happy i had opportunity to live here, to know these people, to get so many good friends, to eat so many Tim-tam's and magnums, work with awesome people, to learn surf, to swim with dolphins, to spend long days on the beach, to smoke weed, to wear bikinis all day long, to get to know some assholes and some really nice guys, to drink lots of beer....all this made me happy, simple things but obviously they are important things.

Today I'm going surfing, and yes i really don't care at the moment how my fungus will react on this, been out of water more then enough, like 4 days, its time to jump in, especially when I'm leaving in few days time. Bring it on girl!

How i spent 85 dollars in 5 minutes?

Like u already know my foot looks pretty bad.... days later it went worse and worse, or more like this weird infection moved location. When before it was on my foot then now its under my foot and this big painful blister is burst by now. It looks more painful it is, but its itchy as hell. So i decided, finally to go to see a doctor. Doctor asked me two questions. 1. What happened? i told him 2. Do u have same tan back home or did u get it from here? eeeee....i even didn't know should i answer for that or not......then he just told me he will prescribe some antibiotics and nurse will but bandage on my foot. 5 minutes to see doctor, two questions, antibiotics prescription and 85 dollars....good i made this travel insurance...i guess.

weird wounds

they never heal, at least it takes double or even longer time to heal then normally. I can clean it or not, i can but medicine on top of it or not, i can swim or not....but the result is always the same. Wound is bigger, ugly, infected, and finally when even the smallest cut u have will heal it will leave one ugly scar. That's why i have hundred more scars i had before coming to OZ.

It was tiny tiny cut from fin two weeks ago. I was happy because it was about to heal with no problems and then just two days ago in the morning waited me nice surprise, and its the itchiest foot ever at the moment. Not really sure what happened.

happiness is a journey....not a destination

i heard it from somewhere and its kinda true isn't it?! all our life we're going somewhere, we're doing something, all our life is one big journey, we think that destination is happiness but we should enjoy our journey...this is what happiness about...

its raining, its dark early, its cold in the evening, its quiet in town during the weekdays...all this letting us know that summer is over and time to take out your wetsuit and jeans. Time to think of moving warmer place, time to switch on heater. me little confused Estonian girl struggling with my journey plan here....should i go or should i stay? most of you guys enjoying spring at the moment, taking out your miniskirts and flip flops...isn't that weird...it makes me think of coming home to see blossoming spring. it would be so amazing, and its not that far just 22 hours in the air.

for real i haven't done anything big here, just living my little Byron Bay life, surfing every day, working little bit every day, drinking little bit every day, finding and losing things, enjoying gigs whenever they have any, drinking coffees with my friends who's coming and going, meeting new people, saying goodbyes to people i already got to know (sometimes even too much), and today thinking its freezing cold outside (like 21 C) im sitting in my room and just watching rain from window...and thinking of YOU, ALL OF YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS!!! Miss u guys!

moving!

I've been in Byron Bay more then 6 months now and been moving here one place to other quite few times. My home been backpackers for few weeks, beach house were we had closest family here and best crew ever, my boss's house out of centre, car on the beach and back together with few old housemates another house....I don't like moving, its always trouble but same time its exciting too. Now I'm settled here in new house for couple of months, but i already have moving thoughts just because my time here will be over soon. It makes me sad, clad, excited...everything u could think. But hey its one part of being traveller. Its not just saying goodbyes all the time to your travel mates and real good friends but its also moving a lot too. I've been traveller who's been staying in one place extremely long anyway and i already think there is so many changes every day, what I'm gonna do when I'm on the road..can i handle this amount of moving and saying goodbyes?! Now i guess its time to say when and where...well i wont promise anything but I'll say end of April and to south-west for month and then most likely home. Whats gonna happen after this?.... who knows...just going with the flow..

1. my first home in Byron - Main Beach Backpacker

2. Beach House with awesome people

Big double bed and live music on the deck

Beautiful Beach House

3. getting ready our automobile home for few days

4. when i lived with my boss

Surfboards are one part of your life here, for everybody

5. one week at Grete's house

6. my newest and last home in Byron, Keats Street House